Hi Morgan, I'm just catching up on responses and don't see my reply to you. I wrote to say that I was so sorry to hear about anything that hurt you. I'm sorry to live in a world with so much hate and ignorance. If God does exist, he certainly doesn't hate you. If there is a God, it's one who isn't very involved for whatever reason. Or one none of us would want to know. Faith is so tricker. Sending hugs.